Cedric Bixler-Zavala
motivation
Behind Zavala's rather cool, conservative, somewhat impersonal and businesslike demeanor (as described on the previous page), he is much more passionate and emotional. Cedric Bixler-Zavala often conceals his vulnerability beneath a veneer of toughness or indifference.
Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, he is not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. Cedric Bixler-Zavala is extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and he only allows a special few into his inner world. Like a wary animal, he is cautious and mistrustful of those he does not know until "he sniffs them out". He is highly instinctive and intuitive. Cedric Bixler-Zavala usually has a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even though he may be unable to clearly articulate why he feels the way he does. His feelings and perceptions go deeper than words.
Cedric Bixler-Zavala also has a powerful need for deep emotional relationships and he forms very intense love bonds and attachments. He is possessive and often jealous of anyone or anything that he perceives as a threat to his relationship with someone he loves. When Cedric Bixler-Zavala commits himself to someone or something, he is wholeheartedly devoted and expects complete loyalty in return. Cedric merges with or "marries" the person he loves at a very deep level and therefore separations are extremely painful for him, and often stormy and nasty. When Zavala has been wounded, he is not inclined to turn the other cheek and will retaliate if at all possible. Cedric will most certainly never forget the hurt and he often harbors grievances and resentment for a very long time. Forgiveness does not come easily to him.
Whatever he does, Cedric does with passion and fervor, and he often goes to extremes. Zavala can be hot or cold, but never lukewarm about anything. Zavala can also be very narrow-minded: either he is 100% involved in something or it does not exist for him at all. Rarely is Cedric Bixler-Zavala emotionally detached and objective. He definitely has a fanatical streak. He is also immensely strong-willed and his tenacity in pursuing his objectives often borders on obsession. He is filled with fierce pride, courage and emotional strength.
Cedric Bixler-Zavala loves mysteries and is deeply attracted to the hidden, dark, secret side of life. Cedric never takes things at face value and is always probing beneath the surface of people and situations to discover what is really going on. Cedric Bixler-Zavala tends to be more of a cynic than an idealist.
Zavala is very attracted to world travel, foreign cultures and studies that expand his intellectual horizons and broaden his understanding of the world.
Cedric Bixler-Zavala is philosophically inclined and concerned with seeking answers to the big questions of life or getting an overall picture of any situation. Abstract concepts and/or plans for the future occupy his mind much of the time.
Cedric Bixler-Zavala is loving and well loved by others, and has a strong need for relationships that offer kindness, friendship and affection. His artistic and creative powers are also well developed and Cedric does everything in a harmonious, gracious, pleasing manner. Aesthetics are very important to Zavala, as are his personal appearance and attractiveness.
Cedric Bixler-Zavala feels that he has the support of his family or others in his environment for his creative efforts and personal goals, which enables him to act with confidence. He is able to satisfy both his need to be an individual and his need for caring relationships and a sense of belonging. He is in harmony with himself and is therefore an effective individual.
Although Cedric Bixler-Zavala prefers harmony and accord, he also has a confrontational side.
He is assertive, energetic, active, courageous and vital. Cedric Bixler-Zavala has a very strong physical drive that expresses itself as sexuality and passion, a desire to compete with others, and a tendency to fight. Cedric Bixler-Zavala has a victorious spirit and the will to win.
Cedric has lofty aspirations but does not struggle or labor to achieve them. His self-confidence and inner harmony attract success and benefit him in an almost magical way. His optimism and cheerful generosity also win Zavala many allies and successes in life.
Appearing successful and attractive to the public is important to him. Cedric Bixler-Zavala probably enjoys wearing stylish clothes and modern jewelry. He tends to seek admiration from others and social acceptance is necessary to Cedric's well-being.
He may lack direction and drive and tends to compare himself unfavorably to others. Zavala alternates between caution and unrealistic expectations and lets others expect too much of him. But Cedric Bixler-Zavala plods forward steadily, reaching success later in life.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Capricorn and Sun in Scorpio
Sun in Scorpio
Sun in 9th house
Sun Conjunct Venus
Sun Trine Moon
Sun aspects Venus and Mars
Sun Conjunct Mars
Sun Trine Jupiter
Sun Conjunct Venus/MC
Sun Opposition Jupiter/Saturn
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