challenges and difficulties
He is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing himself freely and openly is not easy for Wilson. Carl Wilson tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of his "performance" is an important task for Carl.
Carl Wilson takes both his work and his health very seriously, but he may demand so much of his at work that he compromise his health. Carl can become a workaholic, not so much because he has lofty ambitions, but because he never feels like he has done enough. Carl Wilson is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that he may not enjoy it at all.
Wilson can also get overly involved in self-improvement or his health, and he tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
He is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Wilson is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Carl Wilson is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate his innermost feelings and thoughts.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Carl Wilson instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Carl Wilson needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Carl Wilson needs to take what he has learned (either through formal education or his own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Carl's quality of life or that of persons in his world, is of little real value. Putting Wilson's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in his daily relationships, and in the multiple choices he makes every day, will enable Carl Wilson to really test his belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Carl Wilson is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Carl Wilson needs to cultivate his ability to live in the present!
It is in his way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Carl Wilson is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Wilson's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, he needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Carl Wilson back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being bound to past events and experiences because of his desire to belong, deep attachments to family and the familiar (even if they are neither nourishing nor helpful), the desire to nurture or be nurtured by others, and a strong resistance to cutting the umbilical cord.
Excessive thinking, rationalizing or talking, the overuse or misuse of Wilson's intellectual abilities and the tendency to allow his energy to be dissipated in trivial activities.
Wilson always looks to establish relationships with groups or associations and has the ability to blend in unobtrusively. Carl Wilson has a way of integrating others needs and feelings, at the same time realizing and considering the proceedings of the association.
Carl Wilson has a sympathetic understanding of other people and the ability to easily adapt himself to them. His emotional fulfillment is likely to come through his relationships with others and Wilson will probably feel a soul-affinity with many of them.
Carl Wilson has a strong desire to share his opinions with others and is inclined to seek out people who have the same ideas that he has. He may enjoy studying and developing his intellectual interests with them.
Carl has an extremely magnetic personality along with strong sexual attraction. Carl Wilson tends to put his heart and soul into his work and may prefer to work with partners of the opposite sex.
Wilson is able to achieve good cooperation with people, and others see him as a welcome comrade. Carl likes to work hand in hand with everyone and has an excellent sense of team-work.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 6th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 3rd house
N. Node Opposition Moon
N. Node Opposition Mercury
N. Node Opposition Moon/Mercury
N. Node Opposition Moon/MC
N. Node Opposition Mercury/MC
N. Node Opposition Venus/Mars
N. Node Opposition Mars/Jupiter