challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Shoaf. Candice Shoaf tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Candice.
Fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death may plague Candice. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Candice Shoaf is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Shoaf wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Candice Shoaf instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Candice Shoaf needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Candice Shoaf benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Candice Shoaf a sense of inner balance.
Candice Shoaf has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Candice needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Shoaf also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding herself in her daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
The arena she is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Candice Shoaf should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials she feels she possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
She may have the feeling that she constantly has to surrender to the wishes of other people and she gives the impression of having a passive or indifferent role in her relationships. Candice Shoaf never takes the initiative and depends on the support of groups she is affiliated with.
Candice Shoaf has a sympathetic understanding of other people and the ability to easily adapt herself to them. Her emotional fulfillment is likely to come through her relationships with others and Shoaf will probably feel a soul-affinity with many of them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 8th house
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Opposition Moon/Neptune
N. Node Opposition Moon/MC