challenges and difficulties
He is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing himself freely and openly is not easy for Chevillard. Camille Chevillard tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of his "performance" is an important task for Camille.
He is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with his duty, his public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Camille Chevillard understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and he is capable of much self-discipline and patience once he sets his sights on a goal.
But Camille Chevillard is very judgmental and hard on himself if he fails to attain success, and he can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize his efforts.
At times Camille Chevillard struggles with nebulous worries and insecurities, fears which may be difficult to name. Mostly, he may be afraid of getting acquainted with the inner workings of his mind and soul, feeling uneasy with anything irrational or intangible. Camille Chevillard has to work hard to overcome being overly serious regarding the spiritual side of life, especially if his religious upbringing emphasized guilt and retribution. Reorienting himself in the direction of spiritual optimism will do much to lift the cloud of worry that settles over Camille occasionally.
Camille Chevillard has a sense of duty and responsibility, but may find it difficult to make up his mind and come to a decision. Chevillard is somewhat slow to act, and his need to be fully prepared inclines him to let good opportunities slip away at times.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Camille Chevillard instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Camille Chevillard needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Camille Chevillard's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Chevillard's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Chevillard's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Chevillard's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress he is likely to become overly focused on himself and his own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Chevillard's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Camille Chevillard needs to strike a balance between doing for himself and doing for others, by discovering how Chevillard's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Chevillard's inner, personal life and his career or involvement with the world at large that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Camille Chevillard needs to focus attention on his home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Quincunx Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Jupiter
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 4th house