challenges and difficulties
He is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing himself freely and openly is not easy for Johnson. Brian Johnson tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of his "performance" is an important task for Brian.
Fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death may plague Brian. He strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for him.
On another level entirely, Brian Johnson is very careful about joining forces, and especially his material resources, with others. Johnson wants to keep his own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
He is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Johnson is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Brian Johnson is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate his innermost feelings and thoughts.
His upbringing may have been either too demanding or somewhat lacks. Brian Johnson resists any attempt to restrict his freedom and has the ability to apply extraordinary efforts to overcome any inhibitions or difficulties that he may have.
He is somewhat pessimistic and prone to states of depression. Brian Johnson may feel like withdrawing from everything and that he is not adequately equipped to handle his life. He may need someone else's point of view to balance his overly pessimistic outlook.
Brian Johnson strongly rebels against any restrictions and may have the desire to break away, over-throwing all thought of responsibility. On the other hand, limitations in his live also could suddenly pass away, leaving Johnson free to do his own thing.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Brian Johnson instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Brian Johnson needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Brian Johnson benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Brian Johnson a sense of inner balance.
Brian Johnson has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Brian needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Johnson also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding himself in his daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
The arena he is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Brian Johnson should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials he feels he possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Brian Johnson back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Brian Johnson tends to over-rely on luck or grace, living for tomorrow and gambling. Brian is overconfident and tends to overextend himself and take on more than is humanly possible. Brian is often dogmatic about his philosophy of life or religious beliefs.
He is very obliging in his interaction with other people and can easily relate to them. Brian Johnson is likely to have many friends and acquaintances who share the same ideas and viewpoints as he does.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Uranus/Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Uranus/MC
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Opposition Jupiter
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Asc.