Although Crudup may seem quite poised, even-tempered, balanced and harmonious (as mentioned in the previous chapter), he is actually rather moody and emotional. Inside, he is much more subjective and biased in his attitudes than his fair-minded, reasonable demeanor may imply.
Billy has powerful emotional attachments to the past, his family, his childhood, places he associates with safety and security, and his beginnings. It is very important to Crudup to maintain a connection with his roots and heritage and keep family bonds strong. Loyal, devoted, and sentimental, Crudup tends to cling to whatever is dear to him - be it a person, a familiar place, or a cherished possession.
He is sympathetic, nurturing, supportive and very sensitive to the emotional needs of other people. Billy likes to be needed and to care for others, and he often worries about the people he loves. Billy Crudup has a very strong need for a sense of belonging and acceptance, and much of his life centers on his home. He is more concerned about people and their feelings than with power, achievement, or position in society. Kindness, consideration and tenderness are more meaningful to Billy Crudup than any sort of honor the world can bestow.
He is primarily emotional and his views are often dominated by his feelings and his own personal, subjective experiences, rather than reason, logic or abstract principles. It is difficult for him to judge situations fairly and objectively because his personal sympathies and loyalties usually factor in. Billy Crudup takes things very personally and sometimes builds a wall around himself to shield himself from pain and rejection. Billy Crudup feels rather shy and vulnerable at heart. He also tends to be moody and experiences frequent mood swings. Billy Crudup needs to have a place and time in his life to withdraw, introspect, dream and replenish himself; otherwise Billy Crudup becomes cranky and unhappy with those around him.
Billy Crudup functions in an instinctive, irrational manner and likes to immerse himself in creative activities where he can express his feelings, imagination and instincts. Crudup often loves to cook, since it can be both creative and a way to nurture and nourish others. Billy Crudup also has a great affinity for music, because it evokes and communicates feelings that may be difficult or impossible to put into words.
His compassion, sensitivity, and imagination are Crudup's strong points. His faults include an inability to let go of the past and move forward, clannishness and prejudice, and a tendency for self-pity when facing hardship.
His career, reputation, and public image are very important to Crudup. Billy Crudup has a strong desire to be influential or make his mark on the world. The merely personal sphere does not satisfy him; his ambitions include making a major contribution and receiving broad recognition for his unique effort and gifts. Billy Crudup may undervalue the personal or inner side of life.
Billy Crudup is loving and well loved by others, and has a strong need for relationships that offer kindness, friendship and affection. His artistic and creative powers are also well developed and Billy does everything in a harmonious, gracious, pleasing manner. Aesthetics are very important to Crudup, as are his personal appearance and attractiveness.
Although Billy Crudup prefers harmony and accord, he also has a confrontational side.
He is assertive, energetic, active, courageous and vital. Billy Crudup has a very strong physical drive that expresses itself as sexuality and passion, a desire to compete with others, and a tendency to fight. Billy Crudup has a victorious spirit and the will to win.
Both sensitive and sensuous, Billy blends charm and energy. Billy Crudup has a healthy sexuality and a good balance between activity and passivity. He may be fond of singing, dancing, music and drama. Romance comes easily to Billy, and his romantic relationships are passionate.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Libra and Sun in Cancer
Sun in Cancer
Sun in 10th house
Sun Conjunct Venus
Sun aspects Venus and Mars
Sun Conjunct Mars
Sun Conjunct Venus/Mars