challenges and difficulties
Billie Piper takes her personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort, and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing. She may feel that relationships in general require more of her than they are worth, and Billie enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Billie Piper also fears entrapment in close relationships.
Piper is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Billie Piper does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Billie Piper better than being with groups of her own peers.
She is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Piper is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Billie Piper is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate her innermost feelings and thoughts.
Her emotional life is likely to be somewhat strained and she has a tendency toward pessimism. Billie Piper may not feel as close in her relationships to her loved ones as she would like to be, and it could be difficult for Billie to give and receive love.
She is a bit skeptical, somewhat irritable, and others may think of Billie Piper as quarrelsome or nagging. Her nervousness seems to stem from her tendency to over-work herself, and Piper should try not to make more demands on others than they are able to handle.
Billie Piper tends to be somewhat gloomy and may feel that life is difficult and that her will is blocked in some way. Billie could find it hard to make decisions and to concentrate on her goals and may consider them not worthwhile.
Billie Piper strongly rebels against any restrictions and may have the desire to break away, over-throwing all thought of responsibility. On the other hand, limitations in her live also could suddenly pass away, leaving Piper free to do her own thing.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Billie Piper instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Billie Piper needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Billie Piper is apt to shut off the flow of her emotions and ignore her needs and feelings in order to do what she perceives as her duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of her, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering her tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Billie Piper's growth. Billie Piper needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both herself and others. Letting herself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Billie Piper has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Piper will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Moon/MC
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Mars/MC
Saturn Conjunct Uranus/MC
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 8th house