challenges and difficulties
Aadland doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Beverly is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
Beverly Aadland takes her commitments to others very seriously, especially in close one-to-one relationships. Her strong sense of responsibility to the other person makes Aadland a trustworthy and dedicated partner, but she often feels that marriage or any binding commitment between her and another person is too restrictive and burdensome, and thus seeks to avoid it. Close relationships may be more work than pleasure for Beverly Aadland and it may seem that she is always "working on" her marriage rather than enjoying it. However, Aadland will persevere and ultimately grow through the process.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Beverly Aadland instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Beverly Aadland needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Her natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing her situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing her situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Beverly Aadland copes with stress. Beverly Aadland also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
Her development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Beverly Aadland to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Beverly Aadland is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Beverly Aadland needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Aadland.
The following are specific activities that will support Beverly Aadland in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Aadland, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
She needs to give and receive affection, love and pleasure (primarily with the qualities described previously). Beverly Aadland has to learn to respond to, appreciate and create beauty, art, harmonious surroundings and relationships. She needs to be aware of aesthetics and to do things in a gracious, pleasing manner. Beverly Aadland has to start enjoying life, nurturing friendships and cultivating her ability to love and to receive love.
Beverly Aadland has a strong desire to take part in social functions and entertainment and cultivate an active exchange of thoughts with others. Beverly also appreciates associations and has the ability to carry enterprises to a successful conclusion in team-work.
Beverly Aadland has a strong desire to break records and set an example for others through her own achievements. Beverly tends to spur others on to improve results and her relationships with others is for the purpose of bettering conditions.
Because of rigid and somewhat unpleasant family relationships, Beverly Aadland is inclined to seclude herself from others. She may prefer to live in archaic surroundings and could be interested in antiques.
Beverly Aadland seems to have an innate sense of cosmic awareness and is likely to have strong psychical or metaphysical talents. She is inclined to join some parapsychology groups where she may share her unusual experiences with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 7th house
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Conjunct Venus
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Jupiter
N. Node Conjunct Mars/Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Saturn/Asc.
N. Node Conjunct Neptune/Pluto