challenges and difficulties
Annie Wilson has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. She is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that she discourages herself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Wilson knows it should be done.
She frequently over analyze or pick things apart mentally. Annie Wilson may be something of a hypochondriac also. Annie must learn that she does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax her unnecessarily high or strict standards.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Annie Wilson understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Annie Wilson is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
Annie Wilson tends to be somewhat gloomy and may feel that life is difficult and that her will is blocked in some way. Annie could find it hard to make decisions and to concentrate on her goals and may consider them not worthwhile.
She may feel hindered or oppressed by other people frequently and overcoming difficulties jointly with others could come suddenly. Annie Wilson seems to be afraid of her own courage and may find it hard to express her desires.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Annie Wilson instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Annie Wilson needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Annie Wilson - so much so that she seeks them out at her own expense. When she is under stress, Wilson tends to look outside herself for approval or answers, and she leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge her own path through life is a key factor in her self-development.
Annie Wilson is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about her intentions or desires, and she can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Wilson's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Annie Wilson needs to cultivate her ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on her own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
The arena she is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Annie Wilson should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials she feels she possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Annie Wilson back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Escapism through fantasy, intoxicants, or passive, vicarious activities (television, movies, etc.), waiting for a miracle instead of taking constructive steps to help herself, aimlessness or an inability to make and keep commitments, and self deception regarding other people. Annie has a tendency to be a martyr.
Wilson co-operate well with others and has the ability to give and receive stimulating suggestions. Annie Wilson is always receptive to new ideas and ready for spontaneous group efforts. She seems to have an instant recall of things and is likely to act just as quickly.
Annie Wilson tends to have deep bonds with the people she associates with and is likely to encounter some unusual or fated relationships. Some of her contacts could be with very influential people who may be of help to Wilson in the future.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Conjunct Mars/MC
Saturn Conjunct Uranus/Asc.
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Opposition Neptune
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Uranus
N. Node Opposition Pluto/Asc.