Andrew Lloyd Webber
challenges and difficulties
He is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing himself freely and openly is not easy for Webber. Andrew Lloyd Webber tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of his "performance" is an important task for Andrew.
He may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Andrew Lloyd Webber does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend himself from its dangers and its unknowns. Andrew Lloyd Webber must learn to overcome his ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
He is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Webber is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Andrew Lloyd Webber is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate his innermost feelings and thoughts.
He is inclined to be somewhat timid and afraid to start something on his own, preferring that someone else tell him what to do. Andrew Lloyd Webber can easily be deterred from pursuing his goals, which makes his advancement in life rather slow.
He is not afraid of hard work and leaves no stone unturned in the pursuit of his objectives. Andrew Lloyd Webber has a strong desire to overcome any difficulties or obstacles in his way and will do this at all cost, even if it means having to use force.
He is somewhat pessimistic and prone to depression. Andrew Lloyd Webber may feel like withdrawing from everything, with the sense that he is not adequately equipped to handle his life. He may need someone else's point of view to balance his overly pessimistic outlook.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Andrew Lloyd Webber instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Andrew Lloyd Webber needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Andrew Lloyd Webber benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Andrew Lloyd Webber a sense of inner balance.
Andrew Lloyd Webber has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Andrew needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Webber also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding himself in his daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Andrew Lloyd Webber is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Andrew Lloyd Webber needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Webber.
The following are specific activities that will support Andrew Lloyd Webber in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Webber, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
He needs to give and receive affection, love and pleasure (primarily with the qualities described previously). Andrew Lloyd Webber has to learn to respond to, appreciate and create beauty, art, harmonious surroundings and relationships. He needs to be aware of aesthetics and to do things in a gracious, pleasing manner. Andrew Lloyd Webber has to start enjoying life, nurturing friendships and cultivating his ability to love and to receive love.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
Saturn Opposition Sun/Jupiter
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Uranus/Neptune
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Conjunct Venus