challenges and difficulties
Valletta doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Amber is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
Her fears revolve around money and material security, and Amber Valletta works very hard to ensure that her assets are solid. She may be very conservative, even stingy, with her money because she is afraid there will not be enough. She may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Amber Valletta instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Amber Valletta needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Amber Valletta to become distracted from her path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to her. Amber Valletta needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Amber directs her attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", she is apt to dabble, scatter her energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for her life and aligning her daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Valletta's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward her personal development.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Amber Valletta has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Valletta will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Amber Valletta back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Amber Valletta's rigid self-control overly restricts her ability to freely express herself or explore possibilities. She is excessively concerned with work, duty and security. She tends to be fearful, judgmental towards herself or others, and can feel alone and cut off from sources of nourishment outside herself. Amber Valletta should try to learn to relax and recognize that not everything is Valletta's responsibility.
She is gay and cheerful in the company of others and happy to be with them. Amber Valletta is fond of telling jokes and is likely to entertain everyone. Her relationships with others are inclined to be for a common purpose.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 2nd house
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Opposition Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Jupiter/Uranus