challenges and difficulties
Ally has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Sheedy.
Her attitude toward religion, philosophy, and politics is very conservative and possibly narrow or rigid. On the one hand, Ally Sheedy may believe in nothing that is speculative or intangible, requiring proof for any idea presented to her. Each idea is thoroughly and systematically examined. On the other hand, Ally may tenaciously cling to her grand philosophical or metaphysical beliefs and opinions, refusing to modify them or to be open and receptive to others' insights and perspectives.
Her overall outlook on life is serious, and Ally Sheedy may feel that life or God will punish her if she does not watch her steps!
Ally Sheedy strives and struggles a great deal with her ideals or spiritual aspirations. She may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or she may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, she can never quite divorce herself from her idealistic concerns.
Ally tries to keeps her sensuality under control and is likely to suppress the tension she feels in her love relationships. At times she could feel somewhat emotionally inhibited, while at other times Ally Sheedy may have a strong wish to break all moral barriers.
She is inclined to feel inferior and may easily be taken in by others. Ally has to guard against being deceived or used by others, though her intentions may be good. Ally Sheedy must not let her desire to have things cloud her ability to see what is really happening.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Ally Sheedy instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Ally Sheedy needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Ally Sheedy's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Sheedy's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Ally Sheedy is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Ally should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Ally Sheedy can offer the world at large.
It is in her way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Ally Sheedy is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Sheedy's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, she needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Ally Sheedy back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Ally Sheedy's rigid self-control overly restricts her ability to freely express herself or explore possibilities. She is excessively concerned with work, duty and security. She tends to be fearful, judgmental towards herself or others, and can feel alone and cut off from sources of nourishment outside herself. Ally Sheedy should try to learn to relax and recognize that not everything is Sheedy's responsibility.
Her feelings are heightened when she is with others and Ally Sheedy has the ability to open up to them and show her feeling without reservation. Lead by her instincts, Ally is likely to have many spontaneous relationships with other people.
Her relationships with others could be rather unstable and unreliable. With a somewhat negative attitude and weak will, Ally Sheedy avoids opposition and escapes her responsibilities. In her relationships she is likely to choose people who are asocial.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 9th house
Saturn Square Neptune
Saturn Opposition Venus/Uranus
Saturn Opposition Mars/Neptune
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 3rd house
N. Node Opposition Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Mars/Neptune