challenges and difficulties
Alexis Denisof often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may have both: great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or oversensitivity is an important task for Denisof.
He is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with his duty, his public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Alexis Denisof understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and he is capable of much self-discipline and patience once he sets his sights on a goal.
But Alexis Denisof is very judgmental and hard on himself if he fails to attain success, and he can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize his efforts.
Alexis has an inner conflict between idealism, hope, and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression by limitations and practical realities. Alexis Denisof needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve his aspirations. Denisof will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Alexis Denisof seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Alexis has to or should do and what his spontaneous impulses tell him to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in his environment. Alexis Denisof may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush his individuality", yet ignore his obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue him. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Denisof.
Alexis Denisof feels that he must work very hard and struggle against tremendous odds that impede his chances of fulfilling his life's ambitions. Alexis may adopt a very hard, cynical, or nihilistic attitude that will only drag him down further. There are major problems with his father or figures of authority. Alexis Denisof may fail simply to spite "them", without realizing that he is primarily hurting himself. If he can overcome his feelings of loneliness, bitterness or isolation, and direct his energies toward constructive endeavors, Denisof can be immensely effective because of his tremendous tenacity and potential for achievement.
Alexis Denisof tends to suppress his feelings and may be a bit inhibited in love relationships. Often times he may feel rejected or he may give the impression of rejecting others himself. Perhaps his mother or father has a difficult time showing their affection.
A bit stubborn and self-willed, Alexis Denisof persists no matter what obstacles he has to overcome. He has great endurance and strength and he forces himself to work very hard. Alexis Denisof could be somewhat one-sided in the pursuit of his objectives.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Alexis Denisof instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Alexis Denisof needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Alexis Denisof benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Alexis Denisof a sense of inner balance.
Alexis Denisof has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Alexis needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Denisof also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding himself in his daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is deep within himself, as Alexis Denisof faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that Alexis Denisof keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
He is very social and his relationships with others are very warm and expansive. It is essential for Alexis' emotional welfare to be surrounded by people and he is an active member of groups or associations he belongs to.
Alexis has an inner need to share his experiences with others and he talks to his friends and acquaintances in a very open manner. Socially minded, Alexis Denisof likes to cultivate close relationships, especially with women.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 10th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Opposition Uranus
Saturn Opposition Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Venus
Saturn Opposition Uranus/Pluto
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Jupiter
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Asc.