challenges and difficulties
Ledermann either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Alexandra Ledermann may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Alexandra Ledermann feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
Her childhood or her relationship with her parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Alexandra from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Alexandra Ledermann feels that she was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether she actually was or not. Her early life - at least as Ledermann remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of her needs and feelings. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Alexandra Ledermann needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Alexandra accomplish this task.
The side of Alexandra Ledermann that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with her urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension as a result, and at times Alexandra finds it hard to relax. Alexandra Ledermann may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on herself, in an attempt to strictly control her "wild" impulses. Ledermann's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in her life.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Alexandra Ledermann instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Alexandra Ledermann needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Cultivating the qualities of empathy, gentleness, and compassion will help counterbalance Ledermann's deeply ingrained perfectionism and critical nature. When under stress, she is apt to try to rigorously analyze and focus on what needs to be corrected or improved, and she can easily become problem-oriented and lose sight of the big picture.
Alexandra Ledermann has to learn to relax and surrender to the flow of events without having to figure everything out all the time. She should let her feelings and intuitions flow more freely, be more flexible and fluid, use her imagination and let her dreams emerge!
It is in her way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Alexandra Ledermann is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Ledermann's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, she needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Alexandra Ledermann back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Alexandra Ledermann tends to over-rely on luck or grace, living for tomorrow and gambling. Alexandra is overconfident and tends to overextend herself and take on more than is humanly possible. Alexandra is often dogmatic about her philosophy of life or religious beliefs.
Going to extremes, willful rebelliousness and an instinctive anti-authoritarian attitude. Alexandra Ledermann seeks constant (and often purposeless) movement or change, involvement with unreliable people, and individual freedom at any cost.
She is gay and cheerful in the company of others and happy to be with them. Alexandra Ledermann is fond of telling jokes and is likely to entertain everyone. Her relationships with others tend to be for a common purpose.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 4th house
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
N. Node in Pisces
N. Node in 3rd house
N. Node Opposition Jupiter
N. Node Opposition Uranus
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Uranus