challenges and difficulties
Albert Ayler often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may have both: great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or oversensitivity is an important task for Ayler.
Ayler is generally not a "joiner" and he does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Albert Ayler does participate in a group, he may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or he may simply feel that he does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Albert Ayler better than being with groups of his own peers.
His emotional life is likely to be somewhat strained and he has a tendency toward pessimism. Albert Ayler may not feel as close in his relationships to his loved ones as he would like to be, and it could be difficult for Albert to give and receive love.
Albert Ayler strongly rebels against any restrictions and may have the desire to break away, over-throwing all thought of responsibility. On the other hand, limitations in his live also could suddenly pass away, leaving Ayler free to do his own thing.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Albert Ayler instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Albert Ayler needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Albert Ayler has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that he is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Albert Ayler needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, he has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, he may encourage others to depend on him emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Albert Ayler needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Albert Ayler has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Ayler will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Albert Ayler back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Excessive thinking, rationalizing or talking, the overuse or misuse of Ayler's intellectual abilities and the tendency to allow his energy to be dissipated in trivial activities.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Conjunct Moon/MC
Saturn Conjunct Uranus/MC
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Opposition Mercury