challenges and difficulties
Osbourne both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable with others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting herself be known in a deep way does not come easily to Aimee, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Aimee Osbourne is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Osbourne.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Aimee Osbourne understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Aimee Osbourne is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
She is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Osbourne is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Aimee Osbourne is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate her innermost feelings and thoughts.
She is likely to find it hard to make decisions, looking forward to the future with great enthusiasm on one hand, but afraid of misjudgments on the other. Never quite sure about anything, Aimee Osbourne may withdraw from situations and people periodically.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Aimee Osbourne instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Aimee Osbourne needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Aimee Osbourne needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Aimee's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Osbourne's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Aimee Osbourne to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Aimee Osbourne is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Aimee Osbourne needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in her marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. She may see the qualities that she needs to develop more fully (described above) in her partner. It is important for Aimee Osbourne to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in her life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them herself. Aimee Osbourne has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about herself through others.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Aimee Osbourne back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Escapism through fantasy, intoxicants, or passive, vicarious activities (television, movies, etc.), waiting for a miracle instead of taking constructive steps to help herself, aimlessness or an inability to make and keep commitments, and self deception regarding other people. Aimee has a tendency to be a martyr.
Aimee should use extra care in her relationships with people, for she could easily end up in the wrong crowd. Aimee Osbourne could be the victim of fraud and falsehood or through association may become an accessory to malicious action.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Jupiter
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 7th house
N. Node Opposition Neptune
N. Node Opposition Neptune/Asc.