Abigail Van Buren
challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Van Buren. Abigail Van Buren tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Abigail.
Van Buren is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Abigail Van Buren does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Abigail Van Buren better than being with groups of her own peers.
Abigail Van Buren tends to be somewhat gloomy and may feel that life is difficult and that her will is blocked in some way. Abigail could find it hard to make decisions and to concentrate on her goals and may consider them not worthwhile.
Abigail Van Buren may often be coerced into doing things that she does not want to do, leaving her frustrated, irritable and touchy. Abigail could turn hard and unforgiving toward others and may break up some important relationships.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Abigail Van Buren instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Abigail Van Buren needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Abigail Van Buren to become distracted from her path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to her. Abigail Van Buren needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Abigail directs her attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", she is apt to dabble, scatter her energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for her life and aligning her daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Van Buren's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward her personal development.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Van Buren's inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Abigail Van Buren needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
Abigail Van Buren has a friendly, open and sociable manner and a strong desire to cultivate relationships with warm and congenial people. She may enjoy participating in artistic events and she likes to associate with art lovers.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Conjunct Mars/MC
Saturn Conjunct Pluto/Asc.
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Sun/Venus