challenges and difficulties
Folger doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Abigail is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
Abigail Folger takes both her work and her health very seriously, but she may demand so much of her at work that she compromise her health. Abigail can become a workaholic, not so much because she has lofty ambitions, but because she never feels like she has done enough. Abigail Folger is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that she may not enjoy it at all.
Folger can also get overly involved in self-improvement or her health, and she tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Abigail Folger instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Abigail Folger needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Abigail Folger's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Folger's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Abigail Folger is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Abigail should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Abigail Folger can offer the world at large.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Abigail Folger has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Folger will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The following are specific activities that will support Abigail Folger in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Folger, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Abigail Folger should develop true self-confidence and the willingness to put herself "out there", be seen and shine. Abigail needs to be willing to take on a leading role. She needs to be a hero - a protagonist in her own story - by cultivating the courageous, active, and positive masculine qualities she possesses. Doing creative work that she is proud of - anything that comes from Folger's heart and bears the stamp of Folger's individuality - is important. Also, being a mentor, a helpful, encouraging force in the life of someone less experienced than she is a way for Abigail Folger to grow and become more whole herself.
Abigail Folger should develop faith and confidence both in herself and in a higher power that can guide, nourish, and help her. She needs to expand her willingness to dream and envision better things in life by studying religion, philosophy and other subjects that enable her to acquire a larger, more inclusive view of the world.
Being generous with her time, energy and resources in helping others achieve a better life will in turn benefit Abigail Folger.
Abigail likes to be on the go constantly and tends to have a hectic family life. She knows how to eliminate competition, but should guard against rising to the top in her position at the expense of other people.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 6th house
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Conjunct Sun
N. Node Conjunct Jupiter
N. Node Conjunct Uranus/MC