challenges and difficulties
Abby has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Rockefeller.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Abby Rockefeller understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Abby Rockefeller is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
At times Abby Rockefeller struggles with nebulous worries and insecurities, fears which may be difficult to name. Mostly, she may be afraid of getting acquainted with the inner workings of her mind and soul, feeling uneasy with anything irrational or intangible. Abby Rockefeller has to work hard to overcome being overly serious regarding the spiritual side of life, especially if her religious upbringing emphasized guilt and retribution. Reorienting herself in the direction of spiritual optimism will do much to lift the cloud of worry that settles over Abby occasionally.
Abby Rockefeller has a desire to break away from tradition and to free herself from restricting conditions. Somewhat inflexible and rigid, she may suddenly become inhibited before she initiates her objectives, which could work out to Rockefeller's disadvantage.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Abby Rockefeller instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Abby Rockefeller needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Instinctively she is a fighter and an individualist who can stand alone when necessary. Very often, however, Abby stands alone when she does not need to, not realizing the support, assistance, and resources others may have to offer. Abby Rockefeller has a tendency to "reinvent the wheel" and to feel that she must be self-reliant and that only she can come up with the answers she needs. Implicit in this attitude is a kind of arrogance as well as a rather competitive approach, which - at its worst - can alienate her from others, or make Abby Rockefeller feel that "it is me against the world".
Social skills and graces and what Abby Rockefeller calls social "games" do not come naturally to her. Abby Rockefeller needs to learn how to share and join others, and how to negotiate and resolve conflict with others in a cooperative way.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Rockefeller's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
The following are specific activities that will support Abby Rockefeller in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Rockefeller, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
She needs to give and receive affection, love and pleasure (primarily with the qualities described previously). Abby Rockefeller has to learn to respond to, appreciate and create beauty, art, harmonious surroundings and relationships. She needs to be aware of aesthetics and to do things in a gracious, pleasing manner. Abby Rockefeller has to start enjoying life, nurturing friendships and cultivating her ability to love and to receive love.
Abby Rockefeller has a vivacious and lively manner with a tendency to shock others at times by bluntly blurting out her remarks. Abby loves to be with people, but tends to get overly excited when she is with them.
Her relationships with others could be rather unstable and unreliable. With a somewhat negative attitude and weak will, Abby Rockefeller avoids opposition and escapes her responsibilities. In her relationships she is likely to choose people who are asocial.
Abby has the power to influence people to her way of thinking and may forcefully try to obtain the leadership in her community. Others cannot help noticing her, and Abby Rockefeller will probably be the leader in any clubs or associations she may decide to join.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Quincunx Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Jupiter/Uranus
N. Node in Libra
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Conjunct Venus
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Mars/Neptune
N. Node Opposition Pluto/MC