Caroline Chikezie
challenges and difficulties

Caroline Chikezie has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. She is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that she discourages herself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Chikezie knows it should be done.

She frequently over analyzes or picks things apart mentally. Caroline Chikezie may also be somewhat of a hypochondriac. Caroline must learn that she does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax her unnecessarily high or strict standards.

Her childhood or her relationship with her parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Caroline from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Caroline Chikezie feels that she was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether she actually was or not. Her early life - at least as Chikezie remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of her needs and feelings. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Caroline Chikezie needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Caroline accomplish this task.

Caroline Chikezie has a tendency to feel inadequate, perhaps even unlovable, and she tends to withdraw from others. Consequently, Chikezie may feel lonely and out of touch with everyone, and that she has no support from anyone.

Sometimes circumstances appear to be working against Caroline, and she may have to confront major challenges. Caroline Chikezie will probably have to work harder than others in order to succeed, thereby rendering her hard and cold hearted in her decision-making.

She may frequently feel hindered or oppressed by other people and may suddenly join forces with others in order to overcome difficulties. Caroline Chikezie seems to be afraid of her own courage and may find it hard to express her desires.

Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Caroline Chikezie instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Caroline Chikezie needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.

Her natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing her situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing her situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Caroline Chikezie copes with stress. Caroline Chikezie also has trouble setting limits and saying no.

Her development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Caroline Chikezie to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.

It is in trying to strike a balance between Chikezie's inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Caroline Chikezie needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.

The following are specific activities that will support Caroline Chikezie in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Chikezie, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.

Caroline Chikezie should foster self-discipline and learn to handle responsibility. She may shoulder an inordinate amount of responsibility as well as burdens that sometimes limit Chikezie's activities and opportunities in life. However, this is a maturing and ultimately empowering process. She is also likely to be offered positions of tremendous responsibility, whether Caroline really wants such jobs or not, usually because she has invested real effort and made some sort of substantial contribution.

There may be considerable obstacles in her path - more adversity than others seem to face - and Chikezie's task is to learn to cope with pressure and persevere.

Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:

Saturn in Virgo

Saturn in 4th house

Saturn Conjunct Moon/Asc.

Saturn Conjunct Jupiter/Pluto

Saturn Conjunct Uranus/Asc.

N. Node in Virgo

N. Node in 4th house

N. Node Conjunct Saturn